Feel, Accept, and Express the full spectrum of who you are, from pain to love. ~Jessica Vikara Bourque
I need to communicate what has been in my experience even if I lose some of you along the way. I feel that it is so important to express what is true for us in any moment. I have intuitively and emotionally felt that I have been conversing with my twin flame incognito. I felt the connection increasing as I was in LA this past summer, and with this, since others were involved, the feelings of manipulation and abandonment came up in me. I did leave LA. There have been many emotions, much reflection of self ~ patterns, behaviors, habits, much of the ways we operate in life that came up to the surface. This happens when you encounter your mirror, and in addition, we all are mirrors for each other.
I talk so much about twin flames, as one on their own and coming together to create 11. I realize that the oneness of each is always being enhanced as our relationships with all things and others reflect this. It feels that this oneness is always unfolding ever deeper in love. We assist each other along the way.
A pattern I noticed is that I have always wanted to be accepted by others ~ all of us to some degree have experienced this ~ but for me, it has been so deep, with my natural aspect within my essence in wanting to help everyone. So much that I have limited myself from expressing my pain, my feelings, my process because of the concern of “judgment,” yet the truth is that there is no judgement in love. We are all walking each other home and what this means to me is that we are all moving deeper into the love that we are, bringing that love into expression, developing deeper compassion, as our consciousness, our being moves into expansion.
I haven’t taken a break from giving in a long time, and I haven’t even truly known what it to just be, to be still in the presence of the now moment. I was always available for others, that I didn’t give to myself, to fuel me, even though by fueling others, my fuel is added upon. Balance is always necessary. I feel now I am on a journey of re-discovering my self, my passions that are my own, and of courses, that are connected with my Beloved. I shall be sharing more along the journey as I launch the new website to share this journey that we walk together. I am not sure if I shall be going to get rid of Emerging Soul (there may just be an editing process that transpires). I will eventually go back to read all that is there and either keep or merge it into the next website…
I feel and am choosing to walk my talk in every changing moment. We are perfect even with our perceived imperfections. We are spiritual beings having a human experience. Right now, as I am, I accept you as you are. I choose to meet you in truth, with no reason for hiding or deception. I choose to be me in every moment, as this may not live up to the expectations of everyone, but I release it. I release you from having to live up to any expectations for I love you as you are.
For so long, I have only brought through what we can consider to be “positive” messages, and yet we are complex beings which includes the ALL of this Earthly experience. The intention with this next website is to move through the moments/experiences of this journey into deeper love and heart expansion as our love lights burn bright, building our own happiness that we share with each other. This process attracts our Beloved in physical form and others to us, as well as opportunities our way.
We teach what we most need to learn (and we are always both teachers and students)…as I am experiencing profoundly in the area of relationships, I am always intending to share it with you. Our soul chooses to be in the field where we learn, heal, experience profoundly and then bring it into compassionate insight for all of us. This is my ever consistent truth and intention, to share my heart with you and extend for you to open your hearts with me along this journey.
*It is important on the pathway to union with the Beloved, to connect with self, again and again, anew and anew. *
*So often we have been talking about the journey towards union rather than allowing ourselves to be IN the journey, and this is where I desire to take all of you with me now…as we allow the journey to bring us into the arms of love while we bask in our own love lights* ~ and to TRUST IN THE FLOW TO BRING THE NEXT STEP ~ the stillness and the moment is quite powerful. We don’t need to have everything all mapped out right now. The enjoyment is in the unfolding of the path.
I love you all so very much and am in such gratitude to have you with me through this life journey.
In Truth, in Love, I AM